Friday, February 10, 2012

DEJA VU, FRI 10FEB2012 MOR



Ports Mc'Gorts

Crew: Fransauce & Khang
Time: 0830-1030
Conditions: High tide, offshore, 5 ft, walled with some shoulders, inconsistent.

     I’ve been lying around here all day feeling like shit. Here we go. . . .

     My relationship with my girlfriend is now in its final stages. Still, I wake up to Rick’s call. He’s at the Manhattan Beach Starbucks, telling me that he’s going to check out Hermosa with Gary. He says that the swell at Porto is still macking and that it’s walled. 

     By the time I load up the car, Rick gives me another call. He’s at Knob Hill. “It’s only chest high he says. Go and check out Porto.” I’m perched by the rocks on the bike path at 45th. The lots only a quarter full, and there are only a few heads in the lineup. Everyone popping-up is forced to kick-out or go straight; it’s just a little too walled. The shoulders only form when the wave is already half way to shore. 

     At 26th I’m looking at the surf with local old-timer and Vietnam Vet Mike. It’s about a foot smaller, still a little walled, but it looks more manageable. I call Rick and tell him I’m gonna paddle out here. Khang pulls up just as Francis calls. I also send a courtesy text to Shan to let him know where we’re surfing. 

     I’m on the DMS board. I’m trying to adjust to this smaller board; it’s time. I’ve had a lot of time riding the JS since my brother bought it for me last Christmas. It’s a beginner shortboard, 6’3, narrow as hell, but with a little meat on it. The DMS is a 6’1 and much thinner. 

     Don and his league of extraordinary rippers own the main peak, so Khang and I sit just to their north. One of them gets a little cover-up, going left, riding the highline. I have to kick out on my first couple rides. I’m still getting my board wired, as I fail to adjust going backside, accidentally going over and out the back from the speed. I do get a decent left. It’s a really long ride, but it’s all pumping, fading out, keeping momentum, and taking it to shore. On the inside, I watch Khang get two turns, ending his left with a little wrap-around cutback. I acknowledge his ride, but he dismisses it; he wants a better one. 

     Francis is easy to spot, but he sits just north of 33rd. For the whole session, we never get in reach of Frans; we just wave our arms to him the whole time. I do see him on some waves, so I understand that he doesn’t want to move. 


Wave of the Day:

     Khang and I have been watching Don’s marauders score nice lefts all morning. There’s that guy with the orange and white wetsuit. He’s a little older, but he throws-out heavy buckets on every one of his turns. Khang says, “Dude, those four guys are the ones that rip the most . . . and Randy.”

     “Yeah, that’ll be us one day.” I say this jokingly because there’s no guarantee that we’ll ever fill those shoes.

     “For sure.”
    
     Even though we’re not in prime position, a wall forms in the distance. Khang’s a little too deep, but I can make it to the shoulder. A surfer on my outside is positioning for it, watching, and hoping I don’t get in. 

     One good thing about the DMS is its length. Those couple inches make a difference. I don’t pop-up too far in front, and I find my back foot right on the tail where it needs to be. 

     I make my way to the open face, and the wave begins to stand up. It almost looks like there’s potential for some cover-up, but I’m already carve-committed. There’s a bit of a breakthrough here. Usually my forehand top-turns are flat, resulting in lost momentum. For the first time, I rebound off the lip with speed and find myself being projected back down the face. I pull it off again a second and a third time. I don’t really count the fourth turn because it was at the end of the ride and not as good as the last three, but I’m beyond stoked. I know this is a special moment. I yell out to myself with only the oncoming whitewash as my audience. It’s the best wave I’ve had at 26th in a long, long time.

     It felt like I only had that inside, rear, rail section in the face of the wave, like I was surfing with less of the board. Maybe that was the key? I didn’t put emphasis on pushing the tail through the lip to generate spray, but these were my fasted, frontside turns ever. 

     Khang gives me a thumbs-up in the distance. I return a smile, approvingly nodding my head with my eyebrows raised. “Dude, that was a good wave,” he says. “You got like four turns.” We both catch a couple more waves. He gets his wave of the day, but I miss it. Paddling back towards the outside, we see a 26th St. phenomenon. A huge wave rolls through the main break; it’s peaky. When it hits the sandbar, it turns hollow, and the lip starts throwing out. In the ten o’clock sun, we see sunlight refracting off the building shoulder, the transparency of the sun through the lip, and the illumination inside the hollow tube. It’s one of the cleanest barrels I’ve seen in the South Bay. Khang says, “That is hands-down the best wave I’ve ever seen here.” I don’t know what happened to Don and his band of thieves, but this wave goes unridden.

     Khang says he’s going for one more, and Francis is still in the distance, most likely scoring. I get a decent carve on another wave. It’s walled, and I only get one turn on it, but it’s a wide, C-like arc. I have another first time experience, actually feeling the fins on this turn. It’s hard to describe, but at the bottom of the carve, it feels like the fins skip underwater, like there is some kind of drag or they get caught. Time to look into fin technology perhaps?

     Khang gets his wave. I struggle to get another good one, so I catch a closeout and do the funky chicken for the locals on the strand. I catch Khang at the showers. Frans is still in the water. “We’re definitely getting better,” says Khang.  

     Back at the house, the day takes another turn. Lauren and I have a serious talk, discussing any possibilities to save our relationship. In the end, I’m not happy, but she is determined to move-out. March twenty-first would have made three years. She was the first woman I ever shared a home with, and it’s been heart wrenching to see our relationship disintegrate before my eyes. This little, one-bedroom apartment was once a happy home. I can imagine how hard it will be when her stuff is gone. To think I complained about her piles of disorganized clothes when I’d do anything to keep that pile here in this house. We had a nice life here in El Segundo, and what now? It’s back to the old me, I guess. I used to live in a shit hole, a studio no larger than my living room. It will probably be that all over again. I’ll move to a bad neighborhood where the rent is nice and cheap. I’ll put most of my shit in storage, only taking the bare necessities. I’ll probably be sleeping on my couch which will double as my bed. I’ll spend more time sleeping in my car overnight at different surf spots to escape from myself. I’ll be plagued with those dreams, dreams of us being together again, only to wake-up lonely as ever within my tight confines, while her fragrance still remains on my pillows. I’ll visit friends, seek consolation, hear the usual, “You’ll be all right; all you need is time.” I’ll say, “Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know,” but then I’ll come home to a lonely cell. . . . It’s gonna be a rough journey ahead. I hope surfing can save my life.

    

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

SOUTH BAY TOUR, WED 08FEB2012 MOR



Crew: Fransauce & Khang
Time: 0830-1000
Conditions: High tide, offshore, 5 ft, mooshy, inconsistent.

     This morning was supposed to be big, so I told the fellas that I’d be checking local first at about 0700 and that I would go to PV if it was closed-out here. They agreed to meet.

     I have a hard time falling asleep. My relationship is the worst it’s ever been. On top of that, I have school and military duty this weekend. It sucks, everything sucks. There’s nothing like trying to operate with a fake smile on your face when you have no peace of mind. I’ve had a rough time getting up early to surf lately, but I stumble out of bed by 0645. 


     First, I pull in to Porto. The inside is consistent whitewash. The sets are an easy six feet, and even though they are mostly walled, there are a few soft shoulders. I even step out to the rocks to watch it another ten minutes. It still looks pretty brutal. I think to myself how I’ve surfed my share of days like this; I have nothing to prove. All I really want is shape so I can practice my turns, and even though there are rides, they are mostly closeouts. 


     Khang texts me and says 26th is legit. I head over there and park on the hill. Surprisingly, it’s nearly a foot smaller here and not as consistent. I watch it for another ten minutes, but I’m picky this morning. The shape is better on the inside. Khang texts me; he’s suiting up. I only realize that he parked right by me when I see him trotting down the hill. Even though surfing local is convenient, my mind won’t let me rest until I see what PV is doing. 


     I glance at the Manhattan Beach Pier, and it looks like the size tapered off more. My instincts tell me that the north part of the bay is bigger. Stubbornly, I work my way through the traffic lights: Hermosa, Redondo, and Torrance. When I stop to take a look at Hags, it’s empty. Fuck. I stop at The Cove. The waves are breaking more towards the inside because of the tide, and all I can see is Indicators. It’s working, but it doesn’t look that big. I drive further to where I’m sitting right on top of surf. There are a bunch of longboarders out, and the tide is making everything slow. These long, dick vein looking, lines start rolling in; it looks soft. Three other guys are by me watching it. They’re all grumbling.


     Driving back to Manhattan Beach, I contemplate on surfing El Porto or 26th. I have a feeling that Porto is better, but my change tray only has a couple quarters. At 26th I can’t see the boys anywhere. The conditions seem to have gotten better. Despite the high tide, some pulses break on the outside, and there is some shape in between the walls. On my DMS, I duckdive the waves easily. My first wave is a left, but it’s too racy. Right after that I see Khang. I wave at him, and he paddles up. “Man,” he says, “I just got dropped-in on in the worst way by some fucking eighty-year old guy.”

     “Fuck, did you say anything?”

     “No because he was of the local guys’ friends. I just read your blog too thinking about how Wagner was probably overreacting, but now . . . I can see why.”

     I tell him not to let it upset him. We all get dropped-in on from time to time. He also tells me about his weekend adventure down south. He scored at Cardiff and Del Mar. “It’s so good, but it’s fuckin’ crowded,” he says. He gets the next wave, and I get the one after him. It’s a really long peak, but I’m right on the shoulder. As I pop up, I’m surprised by the speed of my board; it feels different. I do a little check-turn on the lip and try to gather myself. Pumping down the line, I do an ugly carve on the open face. 

     When I paddle back out, I’m by Francis now. We talk for a little bit, and then I get a fast right. Again, I’m off balance; the speed is throwing me off. I hit the lip once but fail to regain my composure for another. Khang paddles up and says, “Duuuuuuude, I got fuckin’ skunked again!” My next wave is a right that I eat shit on. It happens so fast, I blow it but can’t remember how. 

     Francis leads the way back towards 26th since we drifted to 33rd. From there, I get my wave of the day. It’s another long peak, and I’m a little deep for the shoulder, but I go anyway. I’m pumping the whole time. I’m surprised at how much speed this potato chip has; I expected it to be slower than the JS. I beat three sections, surpassing the falling lips. I kick-out strong, still standing. It feels triumphant to exit a wave like that, to go from boning out to exiting all slick and shit. No turns, but it was a long ride. 

     The waves get really inconsistent after this. Even Francis puts both of his hands up, gesturing, where the fuck are the waves? When the waves come, I’m either too deep or too far out. Khang’s already on the shore. “Nicole’s on the sand,” says Francis. He catches a closeout in, and it takes another ten minutes before I get mine. It’s a closeout too, but halfway in, I do the funky chicken all the way to shore. 

     I had a feeling that I should’ve just paddled out at Porto this morning, but I couldn’t help it. I’ve scored at PV before, and I hoped it would provide again. I’m still glad I went to take a look. Now I know. Four-to-six feet with a six-foot high tide isn’t good for PV. I can make better judgments next time.

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

THIS USED TO BE MY PLAYGROUND, MON 06FEB2012 MOR



Crew: Fransauce
Time: 0830-1000
Conditions: High to mid tide, offshore, 5 ft+, WALLED.

     I haven’t seen Francis for a while, so when he said he was surfing this morning, I had to join him. Shan hit me up too, so I told him where we’d be at.

     I have to drop off my sister at the airport for her annual trip to Maui, so I head to 26th right after. I see Francis’ truck parked by the lifeguard station. After circling around for parking, I finally change and make my way down the hill. Even though I’m far from the ocean, I see Francis on his board with the red trim; it’s so easy to spot. He’s going frontside, pumping furiously down the face of a fast, racy wave. When we meet up, he tells me about his recent trip to Pacifica. Apparently, the water’s twice as cold over there and the waves twice as big. The crowd’s not too bad, which isn’t a surprise because a good wave hasn’t come our way yet. To our north a big right seems to be working. I say “seems” because waves always look better wherever you’re not sitting. Even to the south, the left by Marine looks better. None-the-less, we stick to our guns . . . or should I say, I stick to mine because Francis drifts south, and I don’t see him for the rest of the morning, but before he left he said, “I don’t think I’m gonna stay out here much longer.”

     I try . . . I really try to make the best out of things. There is size; that’s definitely not an issue, but maybe there’s too much size? It’s a shame that this sand bar can’t hold 5-6 feet. The walls don’t look like they have shoulders, but I want them so bad that my mind tells me I have a chance. On every wave that I pop-up on, I can only go straight. On the way back out, a three-wave clean up set comes through. It’s been a while since I’ve took some on the head like this. My brother would be ashamed, but they are so dumpy and easily six feet, that I ditch my board and go under. I usually try to duck, but I’m right in front of the lip. 

     Everyone has the same look on his face: the disappointed lowering of the brow, the look at the watch to kill time, the pointless paddle a couple feet over, and the aimless gaze at the sky. Nope, the surf/shape gods aren’t answering today. On my last closeout, I figure it’s not worth another go-round. I love surfing, and I need to be in the water, but sessions like this do nothing for me.