Loc: Palos
Verdes
Time: 1530-1700
Crew: Bri
Conditions:
1-3 FT, occasional 4 FT, low tide, consistent, clean, offshore, glassy.
I got some renovation going on at my
apartment, so I’ve had to steer clear from my house during the daylight hours.
I thought these pricks would be done, but they’re not. I can’t be at home, and
I don’t know where the hell else to go. Bri gets off of work in a half hour, so
I text her and tell her we’re surfing. I pack both of our boards and our gear,
and I wait for her until she gets to my place.
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One the way to PV, I tell Bri that the surf
report says it’s only one-to-two feet. I glance at the coastline on the way
there from Manhattan to Torrance. The tide looks drained, and the onshore wind
is making the water look like shit. At this point, I expect NOTHING. I already
know that there is no way that PV could be good right now; it’s impossible. The
surf even looks like it’s gone down in size, but I am more concerned about the
wind, and if the water’s gonna be ugly like the last time we surfed here.
When we park, I am finally resolved to
being okay if there is just that random, occasional three-footer. That’s all I
ask. A random three-footer here and there, something I can ride. Even if it’s
only a few. That’s it.
The wind is blowing strong onshore when we
step out. I walk to the trail so I can at least see the break. It looks like
there are small, consistent waves. I try to trick my mind into thinking that
they are bigger than they actually appear.
We change and make the trek down. I’m
thinking that Bri can at least have a good session: small, mellow, inconsequential
waves. I paddle out first as usual while Bri warms up. I see some longboarders
breaking the highline on their small, two-foot rides. I see another go as I let
the inside whitewash roll over me. At least it’s consistent. It’s a long ass
paddle out. Waves just under three feet are breaking in front of me. Bigger
than I expected. As I get closer to the lineup, I have a hard time quelling my
instincts to turn and go. The waves actually look rideable with small, peeling
shoulders, small but rideable. Finally on the outside, I sit and wait.
#
I can barely feel the onshore wind. Maybe
the wind is dying? It’s fucking glassy, not choppy at all. . . . Wow. There are
only about six longboarders out and two groms to the north. The longboarders
sit at the main peak, but some of the peaks shift towards me. I turn, I paddle,
I scratch out. I scratch out so many fucking times. The shape here is so
gradual that I must take off late.
A set wave swings wide in the middle of the
cove. A freckled grom is also darting for it from the opposite side. He’s too
deep. I’m still paddling.
He looks at me and says, “You got it.”
“Thank you!” I pop up and go right. This is
a sub three footer, but I get a little rear hand cutback, and then the wave
bogs out once I reenter. Still, the drop was fun. On my paddle back, I throw a
shaka to the kid.
#
After that first wave, there are more . . .
so many more. I asked for an occasional three footer, but PV is doing more than
that. The surf isn’t big, but it turns out that it’s clean and consistent. I
catch so many small waves, almost all lefts, but the Motorboat Too is working,
getting me down the line for at least one turn; I’m the single-shot king once
again!
The sets are also working consistently,
meaning that when there is one of the bigger waves, it is followed by two or
three more. So three feet at PV is not critical, but they are so racy because
they are what I would describe as . . . “mooshy walled.” It’s like the wave
should be closing out, but for some reason at PV the wave just stays up and
holds shape, even while the section is building. As soon as I pop up I’m racing
down the line, pumping to get to the end section to finish off the wave with a
carve.
Bri makes it out. She hasn’t been as
consistent as she was during the summer, so she’s still rusty. She tries to go
for waves that are, obvious to me, too flat. She shoulder hunts and scratches
out. I explain to her, as I have before, that the waves here, especially on a
day like today, are so non critical that she can get away with going late.
She says that she’s a little apprehensive
because she hit her head last time she surfed here. She paddles again for a
wave that’s hella small. There’s no way. But she paddles . . . her board’s
about to come back from behind the wave, but no, the wave takes her. She pops
up, and she rides it straight. Bri’s not getting every wave, but she’s managing
to get at least half of them.
On one wave, it’s already standing up on
the outside. It’s only two-feet plus. She paddles for the shoulder.
“No,” I say, “go that way.” She knows where
I’m talking about. “Go deep!”
She paddles and disappears. It’s a peeling
left, but she pops up late, going right. When she comes back, she tells me that
she’s still trying to get her backside down.
#
As the sun sets, people start leaving. The
two groms sit by the north side of the cove for an easy exit when it’s time to
go, but something else happens. If it’s possible, it’s like the water gets even
glassier. There’s just zero wind. And the sets . . . they get bigger and more
consistent, so big that Bri is caught on the inside. It takes forever for her
to make it out.
I catch the first wave of a set, and it
takes forever to get back to the lineup. I’m fucking tired, and the sets are
breaking much further on the outside than they have all evening. I’m
frustrated. Here I am duckdiving when I should be on the outside, getting these
waves.
When the set lulls over, I’m sitting on the
outside all by myself. I turn around. Bri is barely just making it out of the
impact zone. A left comes. It’s a solid three feet, but I pass it up. I’m
tired. Behind it, something else lurks in the darkness. I turn to face the
ocean . . . and there’s no way that I’m seeing what I’m seeing. The water is so
glassy that it looks like dark, smoothed-over marble. It’s not the moosh wall I
was talking about earlier, which is typical of PV. No this is a legitimate,
fucking peak. The wave is so peaky that it looks like a ball with a blanket
made out of water over it which forms the shoulders. It’s big for that evening,
an easy four feet. It’s been a while since I had this feeling, it’s that
feeling when you know that it’s gonna be a fucking good ass wave before you’re
even on it, a feeling when the wave is coming to you and only you with no one
around. It’s like living with no laws, free to do what you want to whomever
without any witnesses or repercussions, like time is not an issue, and I can do
as I damn well please. With everything else happening in the world and the
universe all around me, at this very moment, at this split second, I am going
to experience the surfing ideal: A PERFECT WAVE ALL TO MY FUCKING SELF.
Timing is so crucial. I do not want to fuck
this up, as this is a solo act with me being the only thing that can possibly
ruin this. As I turn and paddle I see Bri. She’s facing the beach, paddling and
not looking back. “Watch out, hun!” I yell. Immediately upon popping up, the
face is so smooth and rippable that I’m entering with a lot of speed, from the
board’s volume and the wave’s shape. It reminds me of a perfect, Lowers left on
a gloomy, offshore morning. The thicker rail on the MB2 has me flying down the
line. I pump, still going faster. I have so much speed that I don’t even need
to dig into my bottom turn to climb the face with momentum. I grind the face,
carving hard and deep, like I’m stomping on the brakes with a splash, and then
I redirect and pump to regain momentum. I carve the face again. The wave is
soft. I feel my tail penetrate deep and pop back out nice and responsive when
it’s time to move. It’s unbelievable, the distance I have. At the end of my
fourth turn, I dismount my board in hip-deep water. I give my signature surfer
call, the random noise all surfers make in times of ridiculous stoke.
#
We walk up the trail in the darkness. We
can see the lights of the coastline, all the way from Redondo to Santa Monica.
We can’t shut the fuck up. I’m so giddy over that last left that I caught. Bri
confirms it. She’s equally stoked for the session that we had. Afterburn . . .
stoke afterburn, stoke residue. Writing this, I feel the same way. My how
things turn out when you least expect it. Only surfing can bring this feeling.
I’m glad I’m a surfer.
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| There's only one way to calm this afterburn. . . . |


friggin awesome Matt!!!! that last wave write up is pure literary gold. i was so in that moment with you. Dude, I REALLY need to surf there, and guess what? I had yesterday off!! who knew?? man, oh well, another time.
ReplyDeleteawesome writing! live in da moment bruh!!!! that's all that matters really. just that split second, the whole universe and all it's shenanigans don't matter. just you and the wave.... ahhhhhh so glad you caught that wave and stuck it!!
ReplyDeleteAs I said, when we get longer daylight hours we should all catch a mid-week session together after work. Of course, if there are still some south swells when that happens. If not, evening sesh next, next weekend!
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