Shan and I planned to surf in the morning, but it rained pretty heavy the night before. We both agreed to give it until Wednesday to allow the water to clean up a bit. At about three in the afternoon, Rick and I planned to meet up at the El Porto lot to have a look at the water. I had to give him back his fish board and some other stuff that I'd been holding on to for him.
The surf looked messy, but from the lot it didn't look that big. It looked like four to five feet, really consistent, choppy, on shore, but there were still some rideable shoulders. "Let's paddle out, Matt!" said Rick.
"I don't know ... it rained pretty hard last night. Isn't the water probably nasty?"
"Don't worry, I've surfed with logs of shit floating by, and I've never gotten sick."
Fuckin' A. ... I haven't surfed with Rick in exactly eight days, and the last time I got my ass kicked. I took another look out. It didn't look that bad, I thought. I didn't even have my board, only Rick's 5'10' Zippy Fish. I figured that it's not every day that I get to surf with friends, so I suited up. We walked out in front of 45th. The tide was so low and drained, but the line up was still a far paddle away. Once my feet were wet and I was standing in the white water, that's when I knew that I was going to get my ass kicked. The sets were overheard, easy. The inside was brutal, and the white water was just non stop. I didn't have a good feeling at all, plus I was on a different board. If I was going to surf after taking a week off, and after getting my ass pulverized on my last session, I would prefer to surf cleaner conditions.
We both started off paddling together, then Rick was ahead of me, then he was wayyyy ahead of me, then he was gone. I ... I was stuck in the fucking inside section again. The walls of white wash were three to four feet, and I had the hardest time trying to punch through, especially on a board that felt like a cork. I retreated to the shallows and walked a little south to look for an easy channel. I wasn't alone, as there was another guy doing the same. As I walked out to brave the inside again, I saw Rick on this pretty sick left. He saw me. With both arms extended, he got a beautiful top turn and drew a wide arching line back into the pocket. He exhibited the happiness of a child out there. His ride ended about twenty feet in front of me.
"Did you see that?" he said.
"Yeah, that was nice!"
I tried to be stoked for him, but I was facing a damn battle of my own. I couldn't find no fucking easy channel. I was on, what seemed at the time, another hopeless paddle out. I got rocked by the white wash, pulled under, then I swallowed a huge gulp of El Porto's finest bacteria cocktail. There goes my health, I thought. I pictured brown fizzy water wreaking havoc to my immune system. Somehow, someway, a miracle happened, and there was a lull that let me through. It wasn't too crowded, but there were people out there. I was mad for being in the mix with others without my board. I felt that if I had my Merrick that I would be more comfortable, but I was on Rick's fish and felt like a barney to the tenth power; and I think everyone out there saw that.
Rick paddled up to me and said, "Woohoo! Matt, I've already gotten like six waves! I got this left that took me all the way to shore! You gotta catch them late, but the drops are kind of steep!" He was so stoked. ... I felt like shit because I was the complete polar opposite. I saw him mingling in the crowd, then he went out for more. Of course, he kept coming back to tell me how awesome the waves were. ... Fuck my ass.
I scratched out on a lot of waves, but the truth was that I passed on a lot of them, too. I felt awkward and a little scared. The waves were really unpredictable. They weren't punchy, but they had some size. Some of the sets randomly broke far on the outside, and I seemed to always be in the wrong spot, right in the impact zone. I paddled for a right, but by the time I popped up the section ran away. I drifted behind the line up, and I got caught on the inside again. The line up seemed so far away, as did the shore. I didn't have much time before the next set, but I seriously considered just paddling in and waiting on the sand. The sun had already set, and over an hour had passed without a wave for myself. I paddled back out.
When I got to the line up, I couldn't find Rick. I turned and saw him heading back to his truck. Fuckin' Rick. I was frustrated and pissed off. I cursed the crappy surf, then I cursed myself for not being able to hold my own. I saw an outside set coming. All I wanted was one fucking wave that I could claim for my own, so I could go back to my car without the feeling of utter defeat again. As the left came I felt that I was gonna be way too late for it. My instincts told me to paddle farther out to beat it. My heart pounded, my chinky eyes opened as wide as they could, and I puffed my cheeks as I exhaled hard. The peak of the wave was already peeling as I turned around, and I ended up being in the perfect spot right where the peak formed the shoulder. My main concern was sticking the drop because I was on an unfamiliar board. I popped up on what seemed to be a mountain of dark water; it was steep. The sun's orange haze was completely blocked out. I dropped in slow, then the momentum from the wave took over. I was going fast, the board began to skip from the speed, and all I could do was plant my feet the best that I could. I had no idea how big the wave was at first or how good it was. The wave was unrecognizable, it was literally like sliding down a rocky slope. The choppy water gave the texture big angular shapes. It was like the water was made out of a cut stone or gem; I was on a giant green emerald. There was no pumping or carving; I was a mere spectator on a device taking me on a tour of one of nature's wonders. It was almost like I was tow surfing, how the surf movies show the guy let go of the rope, and he's on that building section that seems to go on forever. The wave never closed, and I was on a long section at mid height. There was so much wave below me and so much above, I don't want to exaggerate on how big the wave was, but it had to be close to ten feet. I wanted to take it all the way to shore, but it finally walled up, and I stepped off the rail to end my ride.
I emerged from the white water reborn. I laughed. It was my turn. Now I was like a child. I had my warface on and let out a triumphant cry, still with no one to share it with. I ran up to Rick in the parking lot and told him about my last ride. He estimated the set waves to be two to three feet over head.
I was still humbled as I left, but my endorphins were still firing off from that last wave. I would have stay ... if that wave was a "bone" thrown by mother ocean for the beating that I've been taking ... it was worth it. Lesson learned, keep your board with you at all times.
Love it! that description of your ride...i was on the edge of my seat, literally.
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